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7/23/04---9:46 AM
Day two after the third chemo treatment. I am fatigued, depressed and weak but am not feeling as bad as round number two. I am staying with my family up in Sacramento. So far so good. My mother can be volitle but she seems to be under control. I feel like I am at that cliff again. Not sure whether to jump or hang back and see what develops. I have to make a decision 3 rounds vs. 6. Doctors have different opinions. Maybe I should take a poll. Will the cancer kill me or the will the chemo kill me. Can I get away with only three? Will I regret not doing more? My whole life at this moment is summed up by the idea that I am just jumping on the next sinking lilypad.
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