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9/16/03---11:43 PM

That was stupid of me to put someone's last name in the list of the men I have slept with. Usually it is a search for "c*me in his pants" or some such strangeness that brings someone here. I can tell from the referer logs that someone found this diary through a search from a listee. I hope it is not someone related. Identify yourself, please.

It gets easier each time to clean up the shit, piss and vomit of the dogs at the shelter. I am getting used to it. I never get used to the dogs in protective custody. The ones with bloody mange and ribs showing and collars that have to be dug out of their necks. My friend says life is beautiful but it is all about death and sickness and puke and shit and there is no guarantee it will get better. If you are lucky you can fuck away your days with someone who makes you happy in that right kind of way. Maybe that and clean laundry is all there is.

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