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10/4/03---8:38 AM
Off to the city again. Some yoga and then the bedside watch at the hospital. It is almost as if the nurses expect you to have a friend to help out. To bring the water, to hold the pillow when you cough, to check the catheter bag is not overflowing. It is somewhat unsettling. The big fear of being terribly sick and not having someone to take care of you. I know what that feels like. K. has been keeping vigil, staying over at night. She is one of those generous people you don't come across often. She is strong enough that I admire her. Which doesn't come often when it comes to other women who I feel I have to take care of.
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