dog eat god
2/5/03 ---i don't know yet
2/4/03 ---down to the wire
1/31/03 ---badness
1/28/03 ---ending
1/23/03 ---bye uncle tony
1/21/03b ---are you drinking with me jeebus? part 2
1/12/03 ---schedenfruede
1/16/03 ---relief of unbearable urges
1/14/03 ---possibly maybe
1/13/03 ---grace
1/6/03 ---loneliness
1/1/03 ---it's a new year thank fucking god
12/31/02b ---look what i have done
12/31/02 ---vistation
12/25/02 ---love story
12/22/02 ---enduring then prevailing
12/20/02 ---vanity
12/15/02 ---angst ku
12/14/02 ---was it worth it?
12/13/02 ---message bottle
12/11/02 ---the year his dick broke
12/9/02 ---what's happening to my body?
12/6/02b ---bitter slightly
12/6/02 ---passing judgement on myself
12/05/02 ---climax of pathology
12/3/02 ---i shouldn't spend too much time with my mother while i am on painkillers
12/1/02 ---getting in touch with my anger faq
11/30/02 ---some pity for the cancer victim
11/28/02 ---nothing scar special
11/24/02b ---maybe western medicine is not so bad
11/21/02 ---countdown
11/20/02 ---I am holding my own hand
11/16/02 ---my best friend
11/14/02b ---i am a gay man inside
11/14/02 ---TVH vs. TAH
11/13/02 ---ho hum
11/06/02 ---the smell of dirt, and then the taste of dirt
10/28/02 ---i guess you could call me lucky
10/26/02 ---are you drinkin with me jesus?
10/21/02 ---it was lovely to have you with me today
10/19/02 ---i come in spurts
10/17/02 ---fruitvale
10/14/02b ---blessed are the cigarettes
10/14/02 ---questions for dr. c
10/11/02 ---nothing
10/10/02 ---serious illness
10/9/02 ---goodbye party for my uterus
10/7/02 ---everything is lost
10/5/02 ---i must admit the truth
10/2/02 ---he is sort of hot
10/2/02 ---got down on my knees
9/30/02 ---does not compute
9/26/02b ---no man's island
9/26/02 ---stiff upper cervix
9/25/02b ---huh?
9/5/02 ---please make it stop
9/24/02 ---plea
9/23/02 ---understand my disappointment
9/21/02 ---4am thought
9/20/02 ---don't forget to take the lens cap off
9/19/02 ---give me some hope, ok?
9/18/02b ---too much info
9/18/02 ---pray for me
9/17/02 ---q&a
9/16/02b ---not much sleep tonight
